Friday, May 15, 2009

... Okay.

... Shit. :))
Okay, I really AM neglecting my blogspot.
I'm sorry. ;_;
And... I will say sorry for the future because I think I will neglect blogspot again. XD
Other websites have seduced me, and frankly, they've been successful.
LJ, FaceBook, Twitter, YouTube, yeahp.
I don't even log in GaiaOnline & DeviantArt anymore. :(
How did this happen? I don't know. Probably when I was sleeping, some psycho placed some bomb in my brain & it exploded when I least expected, changing the way I think. I mean, I've lost my fandom in PoT, got addicted to HSJ, became a Lady GaGa fan, keeping up with American Idol, I read HSJ fics instead of anime/manga fics, etc. So much changed in my head in such a short amount of time. Or... I don't know. Maybe I'm just in over my head right now.

I've also realized... School's gonna start soon. I DON'T WANT IT TO START SOON. Sure, I'd like to go to school, but not soon. I keep listening to "School's Out", to help me relax more. I kinda wish the song to be true, but I don't want to blow my school up.
And also, I might get glasses soon. I think I'm experiencing astigmatism. My vision is perfectly fine, but I keep getting headaches between my eyebrows. Damn. I don't want to get glasses. D: Even if I was given contacts, I still don't want to get them. :( I don't want to admit that I need eye correction. Maybe I need to lay off the computer for a while.

Oh, and if you REALLY want to know what's happening to me, check out my LJ.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Neglect; updates.

Seems like I've neglected my blogspot for quite a few days. Sorry about that. ^^;;
I got too addicted to LJ. I'm really, really sorry.

Anyways, I think I've missed out on updating about my life here on blogspot.

1.) I'm gonna have tennis lessons again~!! Woot! I miss playing tennis. I wanna be a good tennis player.

2.) It seems like I'm losing my fandom of Prince of Tennis. I don't know what happened... I guess we can blame reality. I still love PoT, but not as much as I used to. :(

3.) Sometime when May starts, I'm gonna have karatedo lessons. It was supposed to start last December, but the instructor's wife recently gave birth, so it's only natural to wait for a while.

4.) I made a YamaJima!!!! 'Nuff said.

That's all I remember right now, jya!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Lj; MADE!!

Well, I decided to make an LJ. :)
Check it out, yo~

http://xxtensai.livejournal.com

Hope you guys will read it. ^^

LJ; thinking.

I'm thinking if I should make an LJ.
You know, LiveJournal?
So I could post fanfics there & stuff.
And maybe some unimportant stuff. :D
'Cause I use this blog for posting thoughts & stuff that I do/did. And it's kinda hard for people to read, ne? The only problems I think I'm gonna have are having hard times updating (since I have this blog, LJ & my DA journal.), thinking of what to post (sometimes, I have no idea what to blog about even in blogspot.), and apparently; LJ is hard to organize. Is this true?
I guess I have to find out myself.
What's a better username though? xxfallenxleaves or xxtensai?

Thursday, April 9, 2009

"Shadow...?"


Mayonaka no Shadow Boy~!!
GWAH. This song is so awesome. It makes you feel like you want you to be the "Cherry" they are talking about.
Just one thing though...
Who the heck is this "Cherry" person??

Yuto is so awesome.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Sometimes, too much free time can be a bad thing.

Boredom is really bad, right?
Like in my title, too much free time can be a bad thing. I can't even think of a good topic to blog about. I've tried drawing Ryoma all "jazzed-up", with a beret, turtleneck & glasses. (You know, like how those people dress in jazz/coffee bars/clubs.) I've been to the gym. (Now THAT's something I don't do everyday.) And I've been online the whole day.
That's one thing that's bad about the summer. Sometimes the free time is too much. You get this nagging feeling that you want to be busy. It makes you so bored of being bored.

So this summer, I'll try to not be a lazy sloth like last summer.
After holy week, I'm gonna go back to tennis lessons, so that's one thing to get my blood pumping. Maybe I'll try tae kwon do too. I've always wanted to try a martial art. I'm thinking of taking up guitar, but I don't really want to burden my parents (or parent) with more money problems. With getting a guitar & a teacher & all. (Even though I've always wanted to learn how to play the guitar since I was 7.)
7 years have passed & I have not accomplished that dream.

I'm thinking of making the jazzed-up style a series of PoT drawings. I'll try doing Fuji next. I have a vague concept of what to draw him in. XP

Monday, April 6, 2009

Oshitari x Jirou?


I have a new pairing that I love~!!
It seems that I love crack pairings more than canon pairings. .-.
Anyways, I find the Oshitari x Jirou pairing awesome. I don't know why, but they're so cute together. This is what I get from my love of yaoi, huh?

I watched episode 26 of the Prince of Tennis OVA. I'm really sad it actually ended though. But there's gonna be a new OVA about Hyoutei when they were younger. It seems interesting, I wanna see it. XD

Sunday, April 5, 2009

OZINE Fest - Final Day

Today was the final day of the OZINE fest.
I didn't go to the OZINE Fest on the second day, since I was trying to save money & I overslept.
Anyway, it was awesome~!!
I went there with Alex. She took pictures instead of cosplaying, while I cosplayed. XD (As Mello.)
I actually bought figurines~!! For Php. 80!!!! They are Fuji & Kirihara. XD
In shops, those figurines actually cost Php. 600-800.
Lucky ne~
I kinda regret not buying Atobe though. In the next con, I'll definitely buy him!! (Also maybe Tezuka & Ryoma. XD)

Friday, April 3, 2009

Final report cards~

Today was the first day of the OZINE Fest.
As planned, I went to school with my brother & my mom first to get the report cards.
Got a red eagle on my card. :P Although, I think my grades are still low. Heh, at least they went up. Gah, in Grade 7, I got the lowest grades I ever received on a card. And I am one of those people who think 88-ish is low. Though I don't really care about my grades.
Maybe now I can show my dad my report card since I got an eagle. Maybe he'll even get me a new cellphone~

After that, we went straight to Megamall for the OZINE Fest.
Putting on a wig was harder than I thought it would be. I needed help from a hairnet.
... At least people liked me being Mello.
I'm still not sure if I should go to the con again on Sunday though.
Should I?

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

7B Class Write-up

“WE WANT TO BE COMPLETE”

Dito sa 7B, kompleto. Centrum. Because we want to be complete. May iba't ibang klase ng ballpen, iba't ibang klaseng tao at hayop, May kanya-kanyang personal bestfriends ang mga guys namin, may sarili kaming superheroes, meron ding mga English and German people, at may sarili kaming Government.

Sa mga hayop; May kabayong nangangalang NENENG, May chicken na nangangalang ABEL, May bulldog na mahilg sa balls na nangangalang ROBALLS, Meron ding baboy na nangangalang ANDRE, at Meron ding unggoy na nangangalang RACPAN. Kung isasama si VERGEL, eh, siya ang aming puno.

'Pag ballpen naman ang paguusapan, meron din kami niyan. Merong MyGel, mga mahilig mag “STYLE” ng buhok, mga BARBERS. Meron ding Mongol, dagdagan ng OID, Mongoloid, na si CHAN. Meron ding mga taong walang magawa, sila ang mga sikat na sikat na “pen spinners”, na sila ECHBOI, JEBEBE, TANGCOCO. Nandiyan din si LEO na lagi mong makikitang nakangiti, meron ding laging tumatawa na si IRIS. At meron ding isang lalake na mahilig mag-BENGA na si MOWIE.

May mga personal bestfriends din ang 7B, mababait sila. Si JunJun, Joey, Bigbird, Mike, Manoy, Taguro, Lily, Paeng, Jason at Ruben. Lagi silang nandiyan, kahit saan magpunta. Lalo na si Manoy, na laging nagpapa-pizza pag Masaya ang kanyang buhay. Maaasahan sila kahit kailan. Medyo WERD sila, pero Masaya kasama.

May superhero din sa 7B, parang si Darna. ZONRA. May powers siya, na nakakaakit ng tao. Pag narinig mo ang kanyang malupit na boses, eh mahuhulog ka sa kanya. Kung may Darna, may 3 musketeers rin ang 7B, na nangangalang MP, FUERTES at TERENCE. Kaso, lumipad na yung isa. Pumunta na ng Amerika.

At syempre, hnd mawawala ang mga “ANGLESH SPEKERS” ng 7B. Sila ang mahilig mag English with their German accents, na sila ALEX, KRYSTEL at BEA. Kung may president naman na si MR.ROBIN LOCSON, aba, may prime minister din kami na si MR. ANTONIO CASTILLO. May mga congressmen din sila at cabinet members na sila CARESSE, IRENE, MARVIN, KRYSTEL, VERGEL, CARMELA, at si JUANITO na sa kasalukuyang nagbabakasyon.

Meron ding mga tao sa 7B, na mahilig mag-UNO, meron ding mga musician na mahilig mangharana sa bookstore na sila YVETTE, MYCAH, TOCS, GAEA, IRENE, JASMINE at si CAMILLE. Nandyan din si KIMPOT MABARANTOT, na laging “maaga” pumasok. Meron ding mga mahilig mag samasama ng kanilang mga pangalan, tulad ng ECHMATANGGOTA: echeverria,manalo,tangcangco,ngo,gonazalez,takagi. Pero hindi pa jan nagtatapos, may ampon pa sila, ang CAEUPAL, na sila Calayan,Eusebio at si Palis. O diba, kumpleto talaga ang 7B.

Pero, kahit iba iba ang klase at mga uri ng 7B, iisa ang aming nanay. Bawat pagkakamali, bawat pagtatampo, lagi siyang nandiyan. Gusto niya, lumaki kami ng tama. Mga tinuturo niya sa amin, ay mga bagay na hnd matututunan sa iba. Walang makakatalo kay Evelyn Bautista. Siya ang nagtuwid sa aming buhay. Kaya hinding hindi namin malilimutan ang taong ito. Sa mga tawanan,sa mga tuksuan, sa mga kulitan, sa lahat ng sermon, sa mga away, sigawan, lahat ng pinagdaanan namin, ay hinarap naming SAMA-SAMA. Kaya lahat ng itinuro sa atin, lahat ng pinag daanan, dapat... WALANG MAKAKALIMOT.

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This is the class write-up for my section.
What do you think of it? :D
Miss you guys!
Werd~

7B is still the WERD.


A few hours ago, I received an IM saying that the CSA Grade 7 batch 2009 will have a reunion at the Rockwell tent on April 17. Is this true? It's kinda suspicious...
The reunion is too quick, man. But that doesn't mean I don't want one. I'll be more than happy to attend if it actually is real. Since I live near Rockwell, why shouldn't I investigate?
I miss the batch. I miss my section. After all,
7B is STILL the werd~
Anyway, the picture you see above is one of the art commissions I have on Gaia Online. I like how it turned out, but I feel disappointed in myself at the lineart & shading. =_="
I hope you still enjoy this, Miss_Wicked750. ; A ;

Tomorrow, I'm gonna go with my mom to the ukay-ukay in J.P. Rizal to buy costume parts, the OZINE Fest con is coming up in a few days! I'm gonna be Mello, lol. XD
On Friday (April 3), the report cards will be out, so I guesss me & my mom will get them, then go to SM Megamall for the con. Since Alex can only come on April 5, I'm gonna ask Michelle if she can come with me. Hopefully, she can. :<

Argh, I'm addicted to TeniMyu again. Only for the 3rd cast though. No offense to anyone, but the casts after them suck. :(
Sakurada Dori as Echizen Ryoma forever~!!

Enchanted Kingdom!

Yesterday (March 30, 2009) I went to Enchanted Kingdom with my friend, Alex.
We met up with Tocmo there, but he ditched. D: So we explored the wonders of this "enchanted" place.
The rides we rode were Roller Skaters, Flying Fiesta, Up Up & Away, Rialto, Grand Carousel, Anchors Away, Dodgem, Bump N Splash,
and the best ride of them all,
RIO GRANDE RAPIDS.
It's the most awesome ride. XD Gets you wet all over. D:
It's fun to see who gets the most wet, and who gets hit by the shower. XD
Everyone should definitely try this ride when they go to Enchanted Kingdom.
Guaranteed fun!
Anyway, after that, we went back to Alex's house 'cause my mom was gonna pick me up there. While waiting, we used the internet.
We mostly went on YouTube though.
I showed Alex the intro of Left 4 Dead, one of the best games ever. XD And her brother showed us "Sadie's Gaming Infection 41", which was pretty funny.
Don't be Left 4 Dead!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

After-Graduation thoughts

Well, I am now an official grade school graduate.
It makes me think of the things that happened, all good & bad.
I'll miss grade school, but I'm looking forward for high school.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Graduation's coming up

Tomorrow's the date of my graduation. (March 27.)
It's all... happening so fast.
I'm kinda excited.
I hope I get the graduation gift that I really want.
... I'm still in love with ABJDs, though. Even if it's the iPod I want for the grad. gift.
I've been on the 'net searching for more ABJDs, and I've found some awesome ones. O.O
Gah. ABJDs are so perfect. I want them. ;_;
They are like the ideal faces of humans, even if they kinda look anime-ish.
I currently love 8 ABJDs. Owen, Hue, Miho, Ryu, Gena, Romantic Gena, Ys & Yeon-Ho. I think I need to find ABJDs that I'll absolutely love that are girls, because I think Gena & R. Gena are the only girls. I'm not sure if Miho's a girl or a guy.
Here's why:

Me: Is Miho a guy or a girl? I'm confused.
Erika: Miho's a guy.
Me: Really?! I thought na babae siya!
Erika: Ang gwapo niya kaya!
Me: Eh, maganda siya sakin eh!

:))
Now, we're both not really sure what Miho's gender is.
My main reason for trying to find girl ABJDs to like is 'cause I think I'll need girl ABJDs (if I actually get one) unless; I want the guy ABJDs to cross dress.
jya, I'm off to ABJD wonderland~!!

ABJD~





I have a new love. :3
It's a love for ABJDs!!
ABJD is L.O.V.E.~
ABJD means Asian Ball-Jointed Doll.
I'm not really a fan of dolls, but this is absolutely amazing.
I fell in love at first site.
It's just TOO, TOO bad that it's not sold in stores, it needs to be ordered. And it's expensive.
A regular ABJD (meaning, has the body, no make up & clothing) costs about $300 - 500.
So basically, it's like 20 000 here. ( =_=")
Eyes are $25. And other parts vary. :)
I want an ABJD.
I NEED one.
It's the best.
The first ABJD on the pictures above is Owen. He is my favorite. <3
2nd picture is Hue. Can you actually believe that he's a guy? He's so awesome.
Third picture is Miho. She's my favorite girl doll. :3 I want her face, dammit. I'm jealous. She's probably my 3rd favorite ABJD.
The ABJDs I want are Owen, Hue, Miho, Ys, Ryu, Gena& Yeon-Ho.
They are absolute LOVE. <3
I must save up for these ABJDs.
SPREAD THE LOVE~!!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Ore wa... enpitsu... desu... ka?!

Please excuse my saying of "Ore". I don't like referring to myself as "Atashi".
The title basically means...
"Am I... a... pencil?!"
What the hell. XD
A friend of mine, Erika, told me about her classmate actually saying this in class one time. ( =_=")
In Japanese, no less.
On to other business,
Erika & I finally got to work on our comic again. It's actually been such a long time since the last time we worked on it. Things are going smoothly with it. As the Wonder Pets say, "What's gonna work? TEAMWORK~!!"
After we talked about what would happen next in the comic, Erika showed me the chapters that I haven't seen yet of the Hey! Say! JUMP fanfic she was working on. Strangely, one scene in a chapter kinda reminded me of the "Gakuensai no Ouji-sama" PoT dating sim game. Strange, but that's what I thought of.
It was Ryoma talking to the girl near the gas station asking if she was going home. Then he said it was dangerous to go alone 'cause there was a rapist on the loose nearby. (Wow. What a thing to tell a girl when she's about to go home.)
For some reason, it made me remember my desire to get that game. I REALLY want ALL the PoT games. Dating sims, tennis games, everything. I just need to master Japanese & have it imported. (Sometimes I wish I lived in Japan, was part-Japanese & fluent in speaking Japanese.)
Then, for some reason, I went to the website where parts of GakuPuri were translated. Too bad that they haven't updated Ryoma's dating sim yet. And also, I'm stupid to have not searched it in Yahoo!. There was apparently a site where Ryoma's part is COMPLETE. At least I was able to read it, right? I really love Ryoma's part in the dating sim. He's just so... *sigh*.
I've been searching over the 'net for some PoT video game merchandise, and I recently found out that Konami had just released a new video game for the DS. The title's weird though. "Tenisu no Ouji-sama: Girls, be Gracious!"
Huh? What kind of title is that?
The game's gonna be like the other PoT dating sims, I'm guessing. And on the 26th of March, The counter part, "Boys, be Glorious!" is gonna be released. I'm guessing it's gonna be a regular tennis game.
Can't wait 'till graduation is over. I need to relax.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Preview for Chapter 6 of WDMPG?

To counter the flow of my depression, I'm gonna post a preview of chapter 6 for my WDMPG? fanfic.
To let people get a taste of what's in store. :)
Here goes~

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“… Yeah. I am definitely regretting this.” Ryoma muttered.

>>>FLASHBACK<<<

Eiji & Ryoma had come back to Ryoga’s house & told the rest of the regulars what had happened.

“So let me get this straight,” Momoshiro said, “Atobe asked you out? Seriously?”

“Not really,” Ryoma replied with an annoyed expression on his face, “it was kinda forced on.”

“Forced on, as in…?”

“As in ‘go out with ore-sama.’” Ryoma made his voice & expression so much like Atobe’s that the regulars cracked up. Even Tezuka almost smiled.

Suddenly, Yumiko poked her head in the room where the regulars were holding their conference.

“You boys seem happy.” She commented. “What’s happening in here?”

“Ahh, nee-san.” Fuji said, then chuckled a bit. “Well, Echizen’s going on a date tomorrow.”

Yumiko’s eyes got huge. “Really now!” She went toward the freshman & began to hug him. “Our little Ryoma-kun is going on a date!” she exclaimed. “We need to find you an outfit?”

“What!” Ryoma shrieked, while trying not to suffocate in Yumiko’s hug.”No!”

“Come on, Ochibi!” Eiji said with a pout. “Even Atobe said you need to dress nice!”

“You’d think me, of all people, would follow that monkey king’s orders?” Ryoma asked with a disgusted & annoyed expression on his face.

“You have a point there—Wait! That’s not the point! The main thing is that you need to go on this date to find out something about Hyoutei! Do it for the team, nya!” Eiji said encouragingly to his kouhai.

Needless to say, Ryoma wasn't that encouraged.

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That's about it. Hope you guys enjoy this little preview. ;)

The days float away like petals...


That's true to me these days.
Things are going on so fast, it's hard for me to keep track of it all.
Graduation, submissions, commissions, writing,
is there no end to it?
I'm not complaining, though. It's just hard to believe that everything's happening right now. I mean, it just seems like yesterday that Grade 1 started. Now, I'm graduating Grade 7.
Anyway, I'm trying to accomplish some things I need to do.
That picture you see at the start of this blog post is for my art commission with a fellow deviant ~loveless2334. It's actually my end of the art trade. And I'm embarrassed to say that I've only got around doing it yesterday. It's not 'cause I've been lazy, it's because of me having no internet for almost 2 months, my computer getting broken & my computer's still not hooked up to the internet.
That's the reason.
Actually, I'm ashamed of how it turned out. This was NOT what I expected it to look like. I guess the costume was kinda... too hard. With the feather collar, especially.
Am I losing my artistic touch?
I think I'm losing touch with a lot of things. Losing touch with some people I'm supposedly super close with, losing touch with my sense of art, losing touch with my sense of reality, losing touch with my sanity. I'm not being as close to some people as I should be. Is it because of change? I do not like the distance. I feel like I'm being ignored by them. It's like I'm invisible to the naked eye & only a handful of people can see me. That's just what I feel though. I don't know if they know it, but that's just how I feel. Are they to be considered "friends"? I'm not sure. I feel neglected & ignored, but maybe this is just a phase of close friendship. Something about being bored with each other so everyone spends time with other groups of friends. I hope it's just that. I have my own group of other close friends that I look forward to spending more time with, but it's hard for me to deal with thinking about these things. I don't want to be alone like before again. Maybe I'm just in a rotten mood, maybe they aren't really the friends that I should be close with. I'm hoping that the latter isn't true.
I truly need to find a real escape from everything. I'm guessing that it would be the (hopefully) upcoming iPod, but what else could I do?
Drawing & writing, I guess.
Speaking of drawing, I changed my eye style. It's kinda reminiscent of "Godchild", but I haven't asked other people's opinions about it yet. I'm not sure if I'm gonna show it to other people soon, though. As I typed in earlier, I think I'm losing touch with people. I think I'm gonna postpone the supposedly after graduation party I had planned. I just don't feel like being with people. I need my alone time.
It's all just... too complicated to explain.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Boredom could become a sickness nowadays.

Right after the batch party, there doesn't seem to be anything to do. :|
It's not only me,
everyone else from my batch seems to be on the boredom mood.
I guess all the fun's drained from us, huh?
There doesn't even seem to be enough energy for randomity.
I guess I could try if my tablet's alright?
I should be doing all my commissions right now.
Only problem is, the internet's still not hooked up to my computer yet.
When will things be alright again?

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Asian marathon~!!

I was surfing through channels in the TV awhile ago, and I noticed that in Channel V, The Playlist was showing.
And I didn't really expect what was showing.
It was a half-hour showcase of Asian songs!
Japanese songs to be exact. :>
(With a hint of Korean added to it.)
It was so awesome~
Unlike MTV, they showed music that was from other Asian countries.
Especially Japan. XD
KAT-TUN, V6, DBSK (Okay, I'm not a fan of DBSK, but still.), and a whole bunch of other stuff.
It's so awesome that Sky Cable finally has Channel V.
It just sucks that they didn't show any Hey! Say! JUMP there. :'(

It burns, it burns, it burns.... The Ring of Fire. //ADAM LAMBERT//


Adam~!!
You are the best!
I hope you win AI.
I just can't believe that no one knew about his talent for the 5 years he was in Hollywood.
People must be blind.
I think, even if he doesn't win AI, he'll get a major recod deal & will become a success.
It'll be such a waste if that doesn't happen.
His talent is too great. :3

Batch party '09


The batch party was awesome. :)
It was better than I expected, actually.
It was boring at the start, but gradually become more enjoyable.
The fast dance part was the best part. XD
It was tiring though.
In the slow dance, I was probably asked by 9 people?
Anyway, it was really fun.
The food, everyone, the dancing, EVERYTHING.
It all ended too fast.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Freedom~!!

Freedom from the exams, that is.
Finally, no more studying. XD
Let's just hope for the best for the results.
Now, there's nothing else to do in school anymore, other than graduation practice & the most awaited batch party.
I'm quite excited myself, actually.
Can't wait~
My computer's finally fixed, although it got reformatted. Meaning, I have to start all over from scratch again. I can't do it right now since the internet's not hooked up to my computer yet.
I've been following the current season of American Idol & I just have to say that Adam Lambert is so awesome.
I hope he wins! XD And Danny would be 2nd place. :)
On to other news...
I am currently trying to find some Prince of Tennis doujinshis. XD
I swear, I am obsessed.
I'm liking "Chikyuu Orchestra" & "Powerpuff Boys".
It seems that doujins have become my escape now.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Even the rain can't put me out.

Well, Periodicals are coming up, but strangely, I'm not as nervous as I should be.
Did the indifference finally get to me?
I don't know. I'm the the type of person who likes to do their best in a situation, even though that's what people think I am. I stopped trying my best in grade 4 or 5. It just feels like I don't need to try my best, I never have the right kind of motivation. I know I am smarter than what my grades says I am. It's just... I sometimes purposely make my grades lower. Is that bad?
Well, it's not like I'm at the verge of failing,
it's just the lowest grades I've received so far in education. My average in the 2nd grading, 89.3, is my lowest average ever. If I actually tried, I would be one of those geniuses in school. (Heh. No wonder why I use "tensai" a lot.)

Anyway,
I guess I can say that I've finally stopped being a procrastinator. I guess I've finally figured out that you can't possibly procrastinate your whole life if you want to have a good future.
I've made a to-do list, actually.
These are some of the things that need to be done pronto from my to-do list:
[x] Finish "Holes" book report.
[x] Study for PTs.
[x] Finish art commissions.
[x] Fix up my room.
[x] Get back my Adobe CS8 CD from Erika.
[x] Buy Godchild 4 & Claymore 10.

That's probably it, I guess.
I want to be a more responsible person, and maybe, next school year I can try my best again.
Ganbatte ne~

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Yaoi~ness?


This is just a topic that came to my mind.
This is one thing that I, myself, am unaware of.
Well, not unaware of,
but unsure of myself of.
Do I like yaoi?
If you guys don't know what it means, it's boys love.
Not gay love,
but boys love.
In anime, that is.
I am a person that doesn't think that a guy that loves another guy, is gay.
I think of them as simply in love with each other.
Love has no age, sex & gender, right?
Why should we only be restricted to loving the opposite gender?
God has given us free will, so I guess that means we are allowed to make life-changing decisions.
Come on,
I mean, it's not the person's fault if he/she is born in the body that wasn't supposed to be for him/her.
It's just cruel fate.
We just have to improvise.
Being a bi-curious & open-minded person about sexuality, I don't really mind people who are gay, lesbian, or bi.
What I just don't get is why is it so hard for other people to accept?
Sometimes, two boys or two girls who are in love with each other don't really think of themselves as gay.
It just so happens that they fell in love with that particular person, not because of their gender, but because of their personality.
At least, that's what I think.
I used to be a person that hated yaoi. I was known to be the true embodiment of an anti-yaoi person.
But now...
I find it amusing, fascinating, and interesting.
Just don't make it too explicit, and I'm fine with it. (I'm not a person who likes erotic-ness.)
I don't know if this sounds weird to you, but I find it utterly cute & sweet. (Since most fanfics I read are fluffy & WAFFish.)
Especially the pairings Choutarou x Eiji, Fuji x Eiji, Eiji x Ryoma (Well, not as a couple for Eiji x Ryoma. I just like their frienship.), Marui x Jirou, Riff x Cain, Sasori x Gaara.
I don't really find anything wrong with liking such pairings.
I am my own person, right? Nobody else makes my decisions for me.
I'm getting a little tired of putting up with everyone who are opposed to it or thinks it's weird.
People are entitled to their own decisions, and no one, but themselves, can stop them.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Just a few updates


If you guys haven't noticed, I didn't post an entry for about a month.
Main reason is, it's because after we moved into my new house, we tried to get a new internet connection, and we just got it connected now.
I'm ecstatic for that.
The picture you see was taken in my new house, just so you guys could get a glimpse of it.
And that person in the picture is me, if you couldn't guess.
That was after college days, lol.
Okay, back to business.
I'll get you guys updated on what's been happening:

- My computer is broken. D: (I'm using my brother's computer right now.) So 'till it gets fixed, I won't be able to do all of my art commissions, both in gaia & DA. Sorry for the inconvenience.
- I'm addicted to Prince of Tennis, AGAIN. :)) Blame New Prince of Tennis, or NPoT.
- There's this thing I play called "JamLegend". I don't know if any of you reading this know about it, but it's kinda like Guitar Hero, or O2Jam. It's a nice game, but it's too easy. I like O2Jam better.
- WDMPG? is on hold for awhile, due to my packed schedule & computer being broken.
- Some of my friends got me addicted to Hey! Say! JUMP.
-Batch party is just around the corner! D:


That's it for now, I guess.
Toodles~

NEW PRINCE OF TENNIS!!!!

Oh my God!!!
I can't believe it!!
But it's true!!!
Konomi Takeshi ACTUALLY made a continuation of the Prince of Tennis!!!
"New Prince of Tennis"!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT!!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!
I AM SO HAPPY~!!!
I cried for like, 5-10 minutes when I found out.
God, I'm such a fangirl. XD
But seriously,
it's so awesome.
The MOST AWESOME news.
Seriously happy, man.
But I can't believe that Konomi Takeshi-sensei actually named the new Prince of Tennis
... Umm... New Prince of Tennis.
Well,
that doesn't matter to me! XD
I wll be able to see more PoT action!
Although, I think it's gonna be called NPoT instead of PoT now.
I hope this one turns into an anime. D:
Two of my friends thought they saw some changes there, though. XD

Bea: "Did Ryoma... Grow taller? XD"
Alex: "Fuji's hair is longer, and Tezuka's bangs are a bit different. XD"

lol.
I like the drawings of the manga. Konomi Takeshi seems to work really hard on it. :3
I like Ryoma's jacket! And necklace.
His jacket kinda looks like Natalie's anti-rape jacket.
Haha, the anti-rape jacket for men. :3

Please support New Prince of Tennis!

Monday, January 26, 2009

Birthday gift for Bianca! >_<


Bianca, if you ever come across this,
this is my late birthday gift to you. :D
You can save this picture right now...
But it will be better if you download it from here~
http://xxfallenxleaves.deviantart.com
Everyone!
Please support my DeviantArt account. m(_ _)m *bow*

Friday, January 23, 2009

Laziness has its downfalls.

I haven't posted in a long time, have I?
I got too lazy & preoccupied, sorry. :P
Anyways, here's to the updates:

-TABLET IS FINALLY MINE!!! WOOOT!! I loved the world at that particular moment.
-I'm still choosing between a cellphone & an iPod, what do you guys think?
-My art shop in Gaia Online is open, I'm receiving a lot of requests, so does that mean I'm a good artist? I hope so. If you have an account in the said website, please order from me. :3 My username is Kurisutaru-chan12.
-I crave for McDonald's. D:
-I was finally able to reserve Godchild Volume 2. Only problem is, it's out of stock in the country, so I have to wait 4 to 8 weeks until I'm able to buy it. D:
-I bought Claymore Volume 6! XD Buying books with your own money is hard, but worth it sometimes.
-Look in my DeviantArt account & comment! :3

That's all, folks.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Report cards. Eeek. :o

Report cards are in. D:
I don't like my grades very much,
but at least I got higher than in 2nd grading?
Wah. D:
I don't really care about grades.
I just want the freakin' tablet.
TABLET YOU SHALL BE MINE.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

WAAAAAAAAH


... I think my obsession with tablets has maybe gone a bit too far?
I don't know, lol.
My mom said maybe NEXT WEEK.
WAH.
When she gets her loan?
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
It doesn't need to be a Wacom. (Although if it was, that would be awesome.)
I just want it to be fast, decent & BIG.
...
:D

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

To Post or not to Post?


I think I posted an entry here before about posting my "Leavin'" fic on FanFiction.net, right?
Since I don't have a tablet yet (GAH.),
someone suggested that I post a story.
But,
what story should I post?
I don't think I should post the WDMPG? one.
It's chapters, and I don't know if DA is as polite as FF. (TT.TT)
So maybe I should post the Leavin' fic?
It's the oneshot fic that I like the most out of all the oneshots I made.
Wait. Rephrase that.
It's the one that's more on humor, yeah. I like all my oneshots all the same.
My only problem is that...
... The ending is kinda confusing.
I don't think I should put author's notes in the story.
Maybe I could just put the author's notes in the Artist's comments???
I DON'T KNOW!!

Sold out?!

Godchild volume 2 is sold out/out of stock in Fully Booked. D:
Damn. I wanted to buy it.
I have the money now!
Geh.
Now, I have to check Planet Comics X.
But it's so expensive there!
Well,
you sacrifice for the things you love, right?
:P

Sunday, January 11, 2009

ECONOMIC CRISIS.

It's the topic for my informal theme, lol.
Wah, help!
And I want a tablet, dammit.
...
I should post something more worthwhile, huh?
Okay.
Well, I guess I shouldn't let people borrow my Godchild anymore.
I DON'T THINK THEY TAKE CARE OF IT.
GAH.
Need to find giveaway threads...
Ugh.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

My Best Tension

Sousa kore ga Best Condition!
Wala lang. :P
I got addicted to Dori again. :))

Happy Boys & Aquarian Age!

There's this awesome Japanese drama called "Happy Boys".
It's nice. XD
It has Seto Koji & KenKen in it.
Even more awesome!
Haha.
Other than that...
Aquarian Age!!!
WHAAAAAAAA
WOOT!!
XDDDDD
Sakurada Dori's in it!
lol.
Yay! XD

CAIN IS AWESOME. 8D


I got addicted to this awesome manga called "Godchild".
It's so cool.
Kaori Yuki is my idol mangaka.
XD
Cain is so awesome.
And good-looking. 8D
Weee. X3

Computer's back up

Woot!
My computer's fixed na!
But for some reason,
they said nothing was wrong with it...
Hmm...
Oh well.
I have a lot of things to talk about. 8D
But on different subjects.
I'll separate each subject in posts. >w<